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April 22nd, 2004

04:41 pm: Why can't the boys be the toys that the girls want the boys to be?
Time for another random entry.

In good news...I'm back at uni once again and it's ok...I can think of places I'd rather be but it's ok I guess. It's even nice and sunny today. Shame I have nowhere to go and enjoy the nice weather. I am invited out tonight but I think they've forgotten and I not really in the mood anyway. I'm useless I know.

And in crap news....the feelings I thought had disappeared really haven't. Oh the fun of being very in much in like with one of your only friends where you live. I know I am just loving it. (sarcasm if u can't guess)

And in shitty news...We just had a meeting about starting to think about our placement year and oh crap I need so much better marks. I'm never going to get in anywhere at this rate so I'm stepping up the cramming a notch. Plus I really don't think I want to spend my life working in research. Bugger. Nevermind....I'm not planning on making it far so it don't really matter.

Back to work...

Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: In the shadows

March 19th, 2004

12:53 pm: It's been a long time coming...
...and finally it's easter. Which means home time. Which means blahness. I'm looking forward to decent food but I have or rather had a bad feeling...though it might have had something to do with me only getting 4 hours sleep last night. Went out with my sis and her friends. I can't dance which sucks. Also went out last friday with my future housemates and had quite a good time but meh I don't like clubs or dancing. So this is generally a post of blahness. Hopefully home will be ok cause I'm stuck there for a month. I'm just worried my parents have set up my comp and gone on it. They better not have. I will be well pissed off if they have.

So I don't really want to go home and I don't particularly want to stay here. So I'm a bit screwed basically. Well at least I went and ate lunch today-vast improvement over recent weeks. And now I'm waiting for my tutorial which starts in an hour then my dad is picking me up at 8 and I go home *sigh*. I just hope theyre in a goodish mood with me.

Later ppl..

Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Other people in the comp room typing

March 7th, 2004

06:20 pm: Fire breathing ants
inner_ring

is a Giant Ant that breathes Fire, CANNOT BE STOPPED, can Fly, controls Human Thought, and carries a Samurai Sword.

Strength: 9 Agility: 13 Intelligence: 11



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defeat inner_ring, enter your name and choose an attack:

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Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: Kylie-Red blooded woman

March 4th, 2004

08:15 pm: Doop di do
Well I guess I better update...Life sucks. Meh.

My norweigen cousin came up last night and we went to see Busted. There is officially nothing more deafening and annoying then a couple thousand pre teen children screaming and blowing whistles. Neither of us were that into the show-we only went because she'd never been to a large concert before. When we were waiting for it to start we went to Wetherspoons and some random old drunkish guy hit on her and freaked us out. Oh the fun. Let's just hope she doesn't tell her parents about that or that I was drinking all day (It's been a long life-I needed it).

Also got confirmation that my crush is def one sided. Meh. And for some reason it hit me halfway through Busted's set and I thought I was going to burst into tears but I managed to suppress as always.

Kinda tired of being in denial about so many things because I can feel it building up inside of me and one day I'll break and it won't be good. I tried to get out of it but it didn't work so well. But on the plus side my writer's block is gone though I'm able to write about myself at the moment at least I can do it in a slightly story telling type way. And I've written lots of lyrics though they are pretty crap. I think I'll post one or two bits now actually.

If I said that I could love you
If I told you what I feel
That my world is spinning around you
And I can't feel the ground at my feet
Could you look me in the eyes again and maybe even understand?
That I'm just a little scared
And drowning in my dreams
That I know you don't feel the same
And it's not enough for me
Guess I always fall for the unlikely ones Destined to be the unlucky one
Waiting for you to see me


Day by day my heart still beats
As the seconds slowly tick by
I sit alone and look up to the darkened sky
To find no answers written in the stars
No comfort for this broken heart
I used to believe in some kind of destiny
In some kind of long lost meaning
Now I find nothing but empty dreams
And I wonder how I can still breathe

Later ppl

Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
Current Music: 3 doors down-Down poison

February 29th, 2004

12:47 pm: Boredom
Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:Loyalty
In a survival situation, you:Act crazy as a diversion
Your hidden talent is:Adaptability
Your gift is:An iron constitution
In groups, you:Blend in
Your best quality is:Your compassion
Your weakness is:Your coldness
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:Intelligence
In a survival situation, you:Fight, and enjoy it
Your hidden talent is:Discrimination
Your gift is:An iron constitution
In groups, you:Feel uncomfortable
Your best quality is:Your generosity
Your weakness is:Your jealous nature
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:Loyalty
In a survival situation, you:Cleverly trick your attacker
Your hidden talent is:A beautiful mind
Your gift is:Sexual prowess
In groups, you:Are the entertainment
Your best quality is:Your kindness
Your weakness is:Your overbearing nature
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: People finally getting up

February 28th, 2004

12:38 pm: Hmm
HASH(0x8881b9c)
A dreamer. You are the Faerie of the Moonlight. A
calm spirit who feels alone. You sometimes find
yourself crying, but can not figure out the
reason. You have a fear of being used. People
have hurt you, and you do not know if you can
trust them. You lose yourself in writing or
reading, a very creative faerie. People want to
be your friend, but you don't know if you want
to be theirs. Sometimes you classify yourself
as an outcast, but you try to be content with
your tears. At least you'll always have your
fantasies..


What's your inner Faerie?
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February 23rd, 2004

06:11 pm: I've been MIA...
..well not really. I've been here all along just unwillingly to post my life events on the internet. Things are generally crap but what the hell else is new? I'm lonely and bored. Inadequete and afraid. But I'll toddle on as always. I have feelings that aren't returned and it hurts but I'm slowly dealing with it. Uni work just does not interest me in the slightest and I have a feeling that I need a good kick up the arse before I'll be anywhere near motivated. I need a job but its easter soon so not sure now is a good time to get one but I'll go into town on wednesday to have a look anyway. I need to close my review site coz I just can't be bothered with it anymore. I need to get a longer attention span. I was going to open a graphics site but I think I'll save it until I'm actually good.

Right...back to 'work'.

Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Amy Studt-Seconds away
06:10 pm: Hmm..
crystal heart
Heart of Crystal


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Him-Buried alive by love

February 14th, 2004

10:29 pm: One sided crushes suck...blah

Current Music: Fuel-Empty spaces

January 30th, 2004

11:48 am: Hmm

You are blue. You are somewhat innocent, in the fact that your genius only extends to the physical world. You have a false sense of contentness. You are usually the quiet one, the genius. Everyone can count on you to help when they have problems, but you only fall short of being able to solve your own.

What inner color are you?

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