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Well I guess I better update...Life sucks. Meh.
My norweigen cousin came up last night and we went to see Busted. There is officially nothing more deafening and annoying then a couple thousand pre teen children screaming and blowing whistles. Neither of us were that into the show-we only went because she'd never been to a large concert before. When we were waiting for it to start we went to Wetherspoons and some random old drunkish guy hit on her and freaked us out. Oh the fun. Let's just hope she doesn't tell her parents about that or that I was drinking all day (It's been a long life-I needed it).
Also got confirmation that my crush is def one sided. Meh. And for some reason it hit me halfway through Busted's set and I thought I was going to burst into tears but I managed to suppress as always.
Kinda tired of being in denial about so many things because I can feel it building up inside of me and one day I'll break and it won't be good. I tried to get out of it but it didn't work so well. But on the plus side my writer's block is gone though I'm able to write about myself at the moment at least I can do it in a slightly story telling type way. And I've written lots of lyrics though they are pretty crap. I think I'll post one or two bits now actually.
If I said that I could love you
If I told you what I feel
That my world is spinning around you
And I can't feel the ground at my feet
Could you look me in the eyes again and maybe even understand?
That I'm just a little scared
And drowning in my dreams
That I know you don't feel the same
And it's not enough for me
Guess I always fall for the unlikely ones Destined to be the unlucky one
Waiting for you to see me
Day by day my heart still beats
As the seconds slowly tick by
I sit alone and look up to the darkened sky
To find no answers written in the stars
No comfort for this broken heart
I used to believe in some kind of destiny
In some kind of long lost meaning
Now I find nothing but empty dreams
And I wonder how I can still breathe
Current Music: 3 doors down-Down poison